~:+:flying like an angel:+:~

October 24, 2005

a year ago we said "hi's" & "hello's"
when i think of the past 12 wonderful-tearful months
my heart begins to race

so much time has passed us by
through past mistakes and stupid things
which i said and done but didn't mean it
through tears and laughter

today im reminded of all that we've been
from our first hi and hello
from our first email and phone call
from our first long talks
from our first *buzz* and our long chats
from our first goodbye, to our long distance calls
from our first laughs, remember the "oo gusto ko malaman"?
from our first tear drop....
from our first sorry, thank you, i miss you and i love you

a thousand "Thank You So Much"
just for coming into my life
for letting me feel your love and care

ilang beses ko inisip kung bakit time's so unfair
putting us in this situation, making us hope and wait, leading
us to believe...
that no matter how far, no matter how long,
our love will stay strong, nothing could go wrong...

kadalasan wala akong sagot...lagi ako nagtatanong
hindi ko maintindihan, hindi ko alam paano
marami akong gustong sabihin pero ang hirap ipaliwanag
im learning to have a hard heart pero kadalasan umiiyak lang
ako
wishing na isang araw i can get over everything and so with
you

i still care for you, perhaps that will not stop
still one of the closest person in my heart
if the choice is mine, i will never let you go
but even if i have to, i want you to know
"I will only do so for i love you more than I need you!"

Tears~*

from someone.....

August 25 was the day..
No one ever have expected..
Gates of your heart suddenly closed..
Eliminating me from inside..
Leaving me alone..

Kingdom of eternal love..
Has always been a promise to both of us..
And yet after months of struggle..
Time to separate ways has come..
Eventhough.. I want you to know..

I'll always be loving you..

Whatever we have shared in the past..
All those memories we once had..
Nights of happiness..
Tears of sorrow..

Yesterday's of our past..
Over the pains inside my heart..
Untill my very last breath..

Beautiful and fresh..
All of them will be kept..
Coz having you out of my life..
Kills me fast but silently..

*~..this might help...~*

I was wrong when i hurt you
Did you have to hurt me too
Did you think revenge will make it better?
I don't care about the past
I just want our love to last
There's a way to bring us back together

I must forgive you
You must forgive me too
If we wanna try to put things back
the way they used to be
'cause there's no sense in going over and over
The same things as before
So let's not bring the past up anymore

Out of all the good we had
You only keep track of the bad
Though you knew i never really loved her
Didn't anyone tell you yet
To forgive is to forget
How can you be mad if you don't remember

I must forgive you
And you must forgive me too
It's the only thing that's left
that we haven't try to do
One thing that i'm sure will work
That we haven't tried before
Let's not bring the past back anymore

*~..g00dBye...~*

You are slowly pulling away from me
Its hurting me, and its breaking my heart?
But after yesterday, things became clearer
My question, i finally found the answer
I've been selfish long enough
Sorry for giving you this life, so rough

I finally realized that im so rude
im doing you more harm than good
Im not gonna let you suffer
in this emotional roller coaster
I dont want to keep your hopes up
then disappointments pull you down

Its hard to finally draw the line this time
We had the right love but at the wrong time
You deserve someone who'll fully love you
And to love you is not hard to do
There is one thing im not sorry for
that is loving you forever more

You've touched my life so deeply
Memories of you I'll kept tightly
I hope you understand why im doing this
Its not goodbye coz ur surely be missed
Thank you for loving me Baby
I will still be here whenever you need me

T_T

~*..sana..*~

sana mapadama ko sau
kung gaano ka kahalaga sa akin...
naniniwala ako na ikaw lang may
hawak sa susi ng puso ko ngayon.

sana may alam ka
na noon pa man gusto na kita...
at kung paano napalitan ang "gusto" sa "mahal"
nung binigay ko puso ko sayo.

sana maipadama ko sau ung kaligayahan
na naipadama mo sa akin ngayon...
kahit nagtatalo o nag-aaway tayo minsan
lagi mo naayos, u make ways para maging okey tayo.

sana mabigay ko sayo ung mga lakas ng loob na
lagi mo sinasabi sa akin araw araw...na makakaya natin
lahat ng problema na darating pa sa buhay natin...

sana maipadama ko sayo ung pagmamahal...
pagmamahal na lagi mo pinapadama sa akin araw araw..
kahit anong mood ko, malungkot man o bothered
nagagawa mo akong mapatawa...you never failed to do that...

sana kahit sa ganito man lang
nasabi ko sayo kung ano gusto kong sabihin...
lagi mong tandaan na sa bawat ngiti sa mukha ko na nakikita mo
yan ay dahil sa pagmamahal mo....

i love you so much baby...

*~ur angel~*

*~..DrEaM...~*

Month of December, monday, 1:43:44....

Moon checked in @ WaterFront Hotel...mayamaya tinawagan na nya si rainbow...

*kring....kring...kring...*

moon: hi baby...dito na ako...nasa waterfront pala ako now...

rainbow: what!~!!~~~~

moon: sabi na nga ba eh magugulat ka...

rainbow: i told you dont do that to me...wag na wag mo ako isurprise ng ganyan...swt...ano ka ba...harrrrr

moon: eh gusto ko masurprise ka eh.

rainbow: sarap mong anohin...harrrrr...

moon: anong anohin ha??? baby, wala ka ng magawa dito na ako...nga pala...san tau magkita???

rainbow: kita ka dyan...sapakin kaya kita you like???

moon: baby naman eh..sigi balik na lang ako....

rainbow: grrrrrrrrrr

...at nagkita nga sila sa isang place na pwd sila mag-usap ng masinsinan...ang tagal ng usapan nila...lahat sinabi nila sa isa't isa kung ano dapat malaman ng isa...everything turns out well...maraming luha nawala sa mga mata nila.../gg

*rainbow hold moon's hand*

rainbow: baby, ngayon at alam mo na ang lahat sana hindi ka magbabago...and if ever may magbago, il understand at tatanggapin ko lahat maging decision mo ng buong buo.... *cry*

*moon kissed rainbow to stop her from talking*

moon: d ba sabi ko na sau dati pa...kahit ano pa yan..kahit maging sino ka man (naks sharon cuneta mode)...il accept everything...ung mga sinabi mo ngayon...nothing change baby...nothing...i still love you with all my heart and soul...paglalaban pa rin kita...kahit mahirap...i love you baby....

*rain cried...hugging moon so tight...mapigaan na tshirt ni moon sa sobrang iyak ni rain* /heh

rain: thank you baby for loving me...for being there...thank you for accepting me...

...after that day...naging okey na sila...and hoping maging okey lahat....kinabukasan

rainbow: bestfriend, iwan ko 2ng phone ko sau...aalis muna ako..hanapin ko buhay ko...buhay na i think dun ako masaya...at alam mo naman d ba kung ano makapagpapasaya sa akin...mamiss kita bestfriend...

heaven: bestfriend, sure ka na ba sa mga desicions mong yan? baka nabigla ka lang ha...pag isipan mo pa kaya? ako kinakabahan sau eh...

rainbow: no, bestfriend...im decided na... now na alam na lahat ni moon lahat lahat... at walang nagbago sa kanya...sya nagpapalakas ng loob ko gawin 2...

heaven: okey, basta keep in touch ha...bestfriend mamiss kita ng sobra....*cry*

rainbow: mamiss din kita bestfriend...il keep in touch...*hugging her bestfriend*

...dinala ni moon si rain back to manila...she stayed sa bahay nila...she met his relatives...and they welcome her with all open arms and heart...den they started to process her visa.....

(fast forward na 2....bwahhahhahaa)

interviewer: are you sure you're going there?

rainbow: yes, sir!

interviewer: who petitioned you?

rainbow: him! (pointing to moon) my soon to be husband ko....

interviewer: where will you stay there?

rainbow: their place for the meantime sir...

(tama ba ung dream...hahahaa)

*APPROVEDDDDDDD* ......

....there....stamped na niya approved visa ni rainbow....

*moon and rainbow kissed each other as if walang tao sa paligid...hali...mga pasaway...*

(humirit pa ang interviewer)

interviewer: That's why i approved your visa coz i can feel love everywhere....

(hahahah sana pwd ganun sa embassy hahahaaa)

...days...weeks....passed.....lumapag na ung plane from philippines....nakikita nila sa waiting area sina mommy, daddy, bro, cousins, grandma...si daddy may dalang banner pa...hahaahaha "WELCOME HOME RAINBOW!!!!"...rainbow was so happy na nakikita nya na ganun sya kawelcome ng family ni moon, everything was once a dream lang at ngayon

e2 na nakikita na nya lahat.....nakikita na nya ung mga roses sa garden...na sobrang ganda....ang area kung saan dun nakaupo si moon while kausap nya online...ang room na dati sa cam lang nya nakikita...ang bed na sobrang lambot...and CR na pinaayos ni mommy...lahat lahat...

....inside the bedroom...

*rainbow faced towards moon...*

rainbow: baby, d mo lang alam gaano ako kasaya ngayon...i tot lahat ng 2 will only be a part of my dreams...i just want to thank you for everything...for proving to me you loved me...for staying by my side...thank you baby...and i love you...

moon: thank you din baby for coming to my life...you're the greatest gift God gave me...thank you for trusting me...

rainbow: i love you...

moon: i love you too....

*dilim*

(humirit...jokenesss.....)

...wala lang..someone's dream type ko lang ipost dito...sensya na sa mga errors dyan...d ako AB English eh sobbbbb ehehhhee d rin ako marunong gumawa ng storyyyyy...

@owner of dis dream...
hahahaa....d ko alam ung details ng dreams eh....hahhaha peace....

~:+:~ From SomeOne Special To Me ~:+:~

And so it happend that i met you.
Nobody knew until it came true.
Great things happen when you are with me...
Everytime i see you my heart smiles, cant you see?
Let me tell you sumthing..

Kites can fly through the sky..
Heaven, there we'll go, YOU and I.
Ain't it so unfair for you and me?
Time let me fall for you, but we never could be.
Eventhough... pls believe...

I'm always here for you..

Lands and Seas, I'll cross just to see you...
Or even cross the whole world just to find you.
Vines with thorns rip my heart apart for..
Every teardrop from your eyes that falls on the floor.

Yet i can't do anything to make you stay..
Out there somewhere, you have to leave..
Unfair.. unfair.. unfair..

Imagining life with you
Loving, caring.. having you eternally
Life is like Heaven, for sure it would be.

Cant imagine life without you..
Hopeless i would end upto.
Eternally i'll keep you in my heart
Remembering you always though we're apart.
I wish our lives would cross again..
Somehow... someday...
Hoping you still remember my name.

You'll always be an angel to me no matter what.
Oftentimes you help me alot..
Unknown to others.. it's you who mend my heart.

From the day that i met you..
Oct 24 is the date i felt something new.
Remember that day? The day we 1st talked.
East to West the Sun travels..
Very excited to see you...
Eventhough i'm online for 20hrs.. and u dont know.
Really.. i felt love so true.

(no comment...thanks)